Meaning in meaningless

I must create rationality with faith in its utility.

I create my own purpose to avoid despair.

I must attach value to things to incite movement and pursuit.

I must figure out to live within my reality as it is. Nothing more, nothing less.

There is nothing beyond this than silence.

There is nothing beyond this than experience.

Whatever experience might be. The experience of experience is real.

It's very possible that experience is nothing more than chemical movements within the complex circuitry of the brain.

I may never know for sure.

Regardless, it's what is in front of me.

I will face this truth with courage. Not because courage has any meaningful essence. But courage is the purpose choose that is worth creating.

To choose to live, is to accept ones content of reality.

To choose to live, is to choose to be courageous.